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October 3, 2008

Deep thoughts on a cold evening

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Yeah, it’s dangerous when my melancholy mood intertwines with my reflective/introspective moods.  But since that’s where I find myself tonight I thought I’d toss a question to the masses.  Hey, don’t laugh, I have 4 blogs I could easily have a readership of double digits.

So, here goes, the deep thought in my head tonight.  This is your only warning.

Is it complete silliness to look back at a relationship that never was and wonder “what if?”  To look at him today and think “maybe?” 

I have learned one thing in my life to date and that is the thing that scares me the most is the thing I should chase the hardest.  And this thought terrifies me.  There are moments, snatches of days, where I can feel that going down this path might be the right one.  It wouldn’t be that hard to try.  Not really.  I can feel my toes hanging off the edge of the bridge, just waiting to jump.

So that’s the thought dancing around my brain tonight.  Thoughts?  Suggestions?  Tell me I’m crazy, you wouldn’t be the first.

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