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December 17, 2008

Me? Over thinking? Never!

Filed under: Uncategorized — coffeegirl88 @ 11:55 am

A little primer about me.  I over think things, I especially did so growing up.  I know I would have had a hell of a lot more fun in high school if I could have just stopped the over thinking thing.

I blogged on December 3rd about a dream that was chewing on the edges of my waking day.  The reason was in part the subject.  I have never dreamt about this particular person before.  Well I hadn’t until this morning.  I had another dream.  A very real dream.  What I mean by real is it lacked the flamboyance I usually have in my sleeping dreams.  My normal dream style is very David Lynch, very free flowing and dark and crazy.  The kind you wake up from and think “what the hell was that?”  So for a dream to lack that, it sticks with me and makes me wonder about meaning.  The reason I cling (yes I am aware I’m doing this) is I want there to be more meaning in this. 

The specifics of this dream aren’t important for this conversation it’s the fact that I can still see it (dreams don’t stick with me very long usually).  I can still feel his navy wool coat against my cheek, the warmth of his hand in mine. 

Yeah, I’m having a day here.



  1. If it’s sticking with you like this, my opinion is that it means something. Do you know where this person is? Maybe you should contact him.

    I should probably tell you I’m sort of a romantic … okay that’s an understatement. So just take that into consideration before you take my advice.

    Comment by Kim — December 17, 2008 @ 12:18 pm

  2. Sorry you’re having such a day. If nothing else, it sounds like a wonderful idea for a novel.

    Comment by Melina — December 17, 2008 @ 12:40 pm

  3. You see? This is why we attack such innocent statements over in Wifferdom.

    And I hope you use the wool coat image–I love it!

    Comment by pamwritesromance — December 17, 2008 @ 3:27 pm

  4. And this is EXACTLY why I refuse to name names. I’d hate to think what would happen if the Wiffers could put a name to “guy.”

    By the way, anyone who wants more details, feel free to ask here. I might be more forthcoming here.

    Comment by coffeegirl88 — December 17, 2008 @ 3:51 pm

  5. I love the wool coat image too … you definitely MUST use it somewhere.

    As for the guy … what more do you know about his life right now? Is he still single? Nonetheless … I’m a big believer of letting the people who’ve made a difference in your life know that they are/were important to you. Life has taught me that hard lesson many times. Regret of not telling someone how you feel when you had the chance is a tough thing to live with.

    Of course … I’m making a lot of presumptions here based on my own experience. Take it as you will. 🙂

    Comment by Kim — December 19, 2008 @ 11:37 am

  6. I think part of what’s driving me is exactly the idea of letting him know that he was and is important to me. I have learned not to put off doing something with the idea of “well I’ll have time.” Learned that lesson the hard way too. Right now I’m trying to find the balance between keeping momentum and pushing too hard. I keep reminding myself that it’s the holidays and well, not everyone is so attached to the internet. I know, hard to believe.

    Comment by coffeegirl88 — December 19, 2008 @ 12:30 pm

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